Everyone has their own scars and not everyone is as clued up about how to get over them as others. Not everyone knows where their scars come from, why certain things hurt more than others; but the important thing is to recognise the hurt, in my opinion.
I've been there; I've been the person trying to avoid feeling anything because they think it will be easier than hurting. I've also been the person unable to feel anything, and wishing they could hurt, just to feel something.
I think my biggest obstacle has always been myself. I can be quite self-destructing. I don't know where that changed, or why. I guess one of my decisions in the past started my journey towards healing. I feel so much stronger for it, too, especially knowing I can do it. Knowing I can do it for myself, most of all, and not just for the sake of others. I want to be a healthy human being, as everyone should want to, for the sake of being a healthy, happy person.
I think, once I've got that down, I'd like to help everyone else. I'm probably a long way off, but at least I can recognise that.
Katy Perry's Roar
This song, I think, could mean almost anything. It is a symbol of becoming stronger, but the recipient of the lyrics could be many different things and most likely different for every listener. I wondered whether I thought, while listening to the song, of people who've done me emotional damage in the past, of my depression, of events in my life that have stuck with me for a long time. I think I came to the conclusion that my recipient, were I to sing this to something, would be me. I've overcome a lot of my emotional issues, and hearing this song, in a way, shows me that.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CevxZvSJLk8
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